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Sunday, September 12, 2010 @ 1:33 PM
Distance makes the heart grow fonder..  Can someone just kill me right now..? Nightmares are haunting me, i can't sleep cuz i'm scared that those nightmares will come back agn. I've had nightmares thrice in a row. Everything happened to me, it's all replaying as my nightmare now. I really hate this a lot. Sometimes i'm so tired that i want to sleep but i don't dare to.. This really suck, a lot. Nobody know how i feel. Everything's screwed. Life's like a roller coaster for me, there's ups and downs. Fuck my life, totally. I don't know who to choose now. I don't know who shld i trust now. I don't now who to turn to now. I feel so stupid, i'm always being used. I want to watch a sad movie and cry my heart out. I'm tired of faking a smile on my face everytime when i'm feeling down inside. I'm really sick and tired of everything, physically and mentally. 2010 don't seems to be a pleasant year for everyone including me. 2010 suck, but that doesn't include me meeting those awesome friends of mine. (Y) This year's time flies so quickly. I really hope 2011 would be a better year. |