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Friday, January 14, 2011 @ 11:54 AM
  Celebrated Joelene's birthday on Thursday. Happy belated birthday anyway! Wasn't in a good mood on Thursday morning, totally. I ignored everyone who talked to me, sorry, wasn't on purpose but i seriously have no mood. Went back to class and had our lessons as per normal. Didn't talk to anyone, still. Hema was trying to make me laugh by asking me to laugh and i gave a fake laughter LOL. I'm already not in a good mood and somebody have to piss me off, really. -.- Faking a smile wasn't easy, srsly. After school, my mood was better and then carried on planning for joe's birthday surprise/bash. Had lots of fun, waited for her arrival and then surprised her. Birthday song, cute cake, eat cake, smashed the cake on her and poured water on her. All of us ran away from her haha she was like some mad dirty woman running around chasing people. Went to wash up and stuffs, then took group photos and then everybody parted. Cynthia, namira and natasha went to library, Charmaine celeste and yingtong went home while Joe, Charlene, shirleen and i went to Queensway shopping centre to get joe's second hole pierced and joe char and i got the same pink water bottle. Went to ikea to have meatballs and spammed polaroids. (Y) Had our dinner and then went home at about 7plus. Today morning.. i was happy i guess. Went quite hyper, i don't know why. Had mac for breakfast with Cynthia and ezzati they were busy talking on the phone with some guys and i was there disturbing them *evil laughs* Walked back to school, had assembly and then mass. Sing, sang, sung. lesson's per normal. Didn't eat during recess but camwhored. Maths, english, chinese and school ends. Went to meet shirleen and friends in the train with celeste, trained to lavender while celeste alighted at outram. Spent a few hours there then 145 to somewhere near my house with only shirleen and had our dinner there. and then home sweet home. I felt so useless because it was my very first time i ever cried for a boy and that person's you. I WAS a strong girl, whenever i'm down i'll fight back my tears and pretend that nothing had happened but this time round, i ain't as strong as i used to be, i couldn't hold back my tears but have to let it roll down my cheek.. and i couldn't act like nothing had taken place. I'm so depressed, i don't know what to do, i don't want history to repeat itself. I don't want you to get hurt.. |